3 months you have been away

imageToday is 3 month since That awful day I had to set you free from your hurting body. I miss you so! I saw this picture this week and I really like it. I can see you running to the front and jumping on me just like the dog in this picture. I think I miss your Lab lean the most…no your eyes……no, your happy tail……no your shoe stealing…….no, your velvet ears……no, your snuggles. I think I want to order a blanket so I can wrap myself up next to your picture. I heard this sound coming from the dryer yesterday. Tick, tick, tick, almost the rythymic sound your tail used to make, only I could tell it was change. It just sounded a lot faster than change sounds in the dryer. There were 2 pennies and a dime in there. From you? I like to think so. I keep looking my boy. I really do. My heart still hurts a lot. I hope you are having a great time where you are. Look for Muffin, Bingo and Butterscotch. They were before you but with you now. Teagan also you 2 were good friends. I will have a few cats purring at my feet when I get to Heaven also. I was a window today that was stained glass, it depicted animals and children romping in Heaven. I will post it another time, it is still just on my camera. You have such a wonderful soul, I have to believe that it still exists somewhere and I will hug your neck again. That is the only way I can get through this. It is so hard, you went to the bridge on April 16th, also my Dad’s Birthday. My 3 rd Granddaughter was born on May 16th so I definitely know when your month angel anniversaries are. Bittersweet. my Granddaughter is another month older and you have been gone yet another month. Sometimes I still get the feeling, like a very small inkling that you will be there when I am coming home from somewhere. Ugh, then the reality hits. I love you my big, sweet boy, always will, Mommy

Author: 4myty

PA Have 7 1/2 yr old black Lab having front right leg amputated due to Osteosarcoma:( He is the best dog and we are so very sad this is happening to him. We really do not want to lose him. TY got his angel wings on April 16, 2014 . April 2006- April 2014 Run free my boy!,

6 thoughts on “3 months you have been away”

  1. Oh My Dear Lori! THANK YOU so much for sharing that beautiful picture! It makes you want to believe soooo badly…..and it can just as easily be real as not, right?

    To find this picture, to hear the “tick, tick” of Ty’s wagging tail, and then to find the coins he left you…..yeah, maybe that’s his way of validating that the picture he guided you to IS REAL!

    Yeah, the coming home thing. Every now and then, for one brief split second, I’ll forget and I’l l be exicted because my Happy Hannah will be there to greet me and love me….for one brief split second.

    You have such a lovely way, such a heartfelt and genuine way, of sharing glimpses of who Ty is. We all need to remember this tri pawd journey was just a small blip of time in their lives. They didn’t even notice! You are able to recall what Ty’s life is really about. Each insight you share helps us understand more and more what a special heart dog he is, and what a very, very special connection you two share on a soul deep level.

    I’m sorry we all have to be “here”. But if we do, it’s an HONOR to be sharing this journey with LORI and TY…..and whoever he picks for you…SOON!! Right now he’s a little preoccupied revisiting with your Muffin, Bingo, Butterscotch and Teagan…and a few kitties!

    Sending love and extra hugs tonight

    Sally and Happy Hannah

  2. Your notes to Ty are so sweet Lori, my heart aches for you, I can completely relate.

    I do believe we will all meet again. How can we not? Love that powerful is mighty strong, nothing ever makes it disappear, not even time.


  3. I know how you feel Lori… three months is really long AND hard…. You will meet again. That much I do know. I long for the day I meet Shelby again! ‘

    I love how you write to Ty. It’s so special and thank you for sharing it with us!

    Sending love and hugs!

  4. I can’t believe it has been 3 months already for you and Ty……everything seems like a blur in the last 6 months…..and you and I seem to share the date of the 16th…..5 awful months for me.
    I truly love your words to him, and I know he hears them. I often wonder if it ever gets any easier for all of us, and I think no, for the most part, but we do come to understand that our lives with our beloved fur babies are and were so worth it, even with the heartbreak.

    Keeping you in my thoughts tonight,
    Bonnie & Angels Polly and Maggie

  5. Lorie dear heart… hugs to you tonight. Your words are deep and meaningful. Ty will always be with you. A bark in the distance that makes you turn your head… a familiar place or special spot where you always cuddled. A happy memory that rises up . All the beautiful things you remember so well for all the joy Ty gave to you and everything he saw you through. Thank you for sharing.. we are with you in spirit.

    Suzie and Jack

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